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I just wanted to send this update that Gavin wrote for our board.  It is pretty informative.  The only thing I would add is that Rani got all A's except for and 89 in English on her last report card.  I had to help her not to be disappointed!    She made some nice friends and was enjoying the last bit of school much better.  Thank you all for your prayers for her.  

Below is Gavin's update from the trip he took to Thailand in May to take Rani home for summer break and to check on the ministry there.


This week Candace is completing the final week of a three-week summer class for an alternative program that helps her get licensed to teach in Arkansas.  She has already been offered AND accepted a position to teach 7th and 8th grade English in Maynard, AR.  It is a small farming community with a high poverty rate, similar to the one where she grew up.  Candace really believes that God has led her to this, and she's reaI just wanted to send this update that Gavin wrote for our board.  It is pretty informative.  The only thing I would add is that Rani got all A's except for and 89 in English on her last report card.  I had to help her not to be disappointed!    She made some nice friends and was enjoying the last bit of school much better.  Thank you all for your prayers for her.  

Below is Gaivin's update from the trip he took to Thailand in May to take Rani home for summer break and to check on the ministry there.


This week Candace is completing the final week of a three-week summer class for an alternative program that helps her get licensed to teach in Arkansas.  She has already been offered AND accepted a position to teach 7th and 8th grade English in Maynard, AR.  It is a small farming community with a high poverty rate, similar to the one where she grew up.  Candace really believes that God has led her to this, and she's really looking forward to it.

I got a real estate salesperson's license in Arkansas a little while ago, and I've been doing a lot of informal training on-line - there is tons of free stuff available.  I began my efforts to get listings in earnest after getting back from Thailand, after taking Rani back.  

After reducing our support to the children's homes in Mae Chaem and Nohbo, we committed to supporting Rani (here in the U.S.) and the two college girls (Saa and Beebee) in Chiang Mai.  We also committed to supporting another girl who lived in our house in Mae Chaem (Noke, who is now a high school senior).  While I was in Thailand last month, I ran into one of my former students (and then met her with one of her friends, also a former student of mine).  After meeting with them, I cannot explain meeting them as being accidental.  

So, we (me and Candace - we believe in obedience to God's leading) decided to support these girls (Fah and Sea) at university, also.  This falls in line with our belief that it is at the level between graduating high school and getting to university that there seems to be a great need for help.  We have told ALL of these students that we have made these commitments to them without knowing where the funds are coming from.  We have asked them all to pray for success in gaining or earning ourselves the support we need.  They are aware and seem happy to be a part of the same leap of faith.  

We plan to give as much as we possibly can from our own earnings to support these girls and trust God that it will be enough or that He will bring alongside others who feel called to help them as well. 

I was thinking of having our annual meeting in the beginning of September.  I'll send out date/time requests as that draws nearer.

Thank you so much for your continued support and prayers.

Gavin and Candace

January 2016

Dear Friends,
This will most likely be my last update from Thailand.  We leave for America next week!  Today we are having freakish weather.  It is like a wonderful rainy fall day.  Rani and I went to a coffee shop this morning and she had her first hot cocoa ever.  We sat outside even though it was cold and misty just soaking in the loveliness of it all.  Here is a picture.    Rani has already gotten her first coat and is getting ready for her first plane ride.  I am excited about all the firsts.
But mixed up in all the “firsts” are a lot of” lasts” too as I say goodbye to this beautiful and horrible country that has been my home, my love, my hate, my despair and my frustration and, in a lot of ways, the place of my redemption.  So much of who I am now was formed here and God used it to make me what He needs me to be.   It was here I became a mom and a teacher and these things I hope I will continue to be for the rest of my life.
               The hardest “lasts” are saying goodbye not to a place but to so many people who I have loved and who have loved me back.  Especially, the children I have watched grow up.  There are at least 7 of them coming to see us off at the airport.  We will especially miss our dear girl Saa who is going off to university to become a fabulous English teacher.  It is good that in all these “lasts” with her she is having some “firsts” of her own. 
We took her and her cousin BeeBee to their university.  We chose a dorm for them that is more expensive but where they will be housed with international students so they can continue to use their English.  We went this weekend to buy her first pair of high heels because the universities in this country require freshmen girls to wear black high heeled pumps.  I thought nothing in Thailand could surprise me anymore but that one did.  She had never been in a shoe shop before where you had to ask for your size so she kept trying on the one shoe that was out and saying oh it doesn’t fit and putting it back till I was ready to strangle her!  It was a very difficult concept for her to grasp.  So she got some “comfortable” high heels that she can’t really walk in but she has them. 
               The two university girls also got computers.  Saa is so excited about hers that even after having it for a week, she still replaces the dust cover over the keyboard every time she is finished typing.   It is very silly but also cute how much she loves it. 
Text Box: Children who were baptized               We have also had some wonderful news from the children’s home in Mae Chaem.  They had 14 children become Christians and were baptized.  Some of them we had had for a few years.  One child had their whole family come to Christ.  The focus of the home has changed, as the Thai staff have made it their own.  It has gone from being a home that trains up Christian children to be leaders to becoming focused on evangelism through the children first, then their families and eventually entire villages.  This is the vision of the pastor that we work with and the home is now under his leadership as we have stepped back more and more from the home.  It is the way it should be, with Thai pastors and workers ministering to their own people.  I think it is a good goal for every missionary to become absolutely and totally irrelevant to the work except for prayer and friendship.  That is where we are now with our homes.
Sometimes, when it has been hard for me to let go, God reminds me that the children’s home was never mine to begin with.  It was always His.  The way we started was so miraculous and while we were building the children’s homes it seemed like miracles happened almost daily.  God was so faithful and He always will be. 
So we leave next week, Wednesday, February 3rd. Rani is coming with us to attend school as I mentioned before.  She is very excited and has been studying very hard to get ready for high school in America.  She has become a book worm of the highest order.  She plowed through the Hunger Games but it took her months but I gave her a more realistic fiction book and she fell in love.  She read it in a week, and the next one I gave her she read in a few days and now it is getting difficult to keep her in books.  I took her to the book store and she put her arms around an entire shelf of books and said I want to read all of these.  She has turned into….well….. ME!  I totally relate to the obsession. It is good to get her to America where English books are cheaper!  But nothing could be better for her English.  
We just ask prayer for us as we transition.  Pray for her that she will have no trouble getting into the country.  Even though she has a visa, I believe letting her in the US is at the discretion of the passport control officer.  Please pray for her too as she adjusts to American life and starts school.  I know it will be a challenge for her but she is one of the hardest working, most determined people I know.  Pray for Gavin and I as we look for jobs.  My teaching certificate is from Minnesota and not worth much in Arkansas.  They don’t recognize ESL as a valid, stand-alone license.   It is disappointing since I studied in graduate school for 3 years to get it and I love teaching so much, it hardly seems like work to me though, of course, it is ridiculously hard work.
Thank you to all those who have supported us over all these years.   We will continue to support the three girls through college and the Nohbo (refugee) children’s home for one more year.   You are all very loved and appreciated. 
Love,

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October 2015

Dear Friends,
I haven’t written in a while so please excuse the very long email! 
Gavin and I have been enjoying a break from school.  In Thailand, the schools take a 3 week break after the first term.  It was nice to rest and focus on other things after a very busy, sometimes stressful first term.   We start back on Monday. 

Rani has been brilliant at school.  She finished the term in the top 5 in my English class.  She won the best actress award, voted in by the other students, for her role as Helena in Shakespeare’s Midsummer Night’s Dream.  The duplication of information frustrates her because she is so desperate to learn, and desperate to be able to go to a good school in the future.  For this reason, we have decided that next year she will study at Ridgefield Christian School in Jonesboro, Arkansas.  She interviewed and was accepted by the school and we picked up her student visa on Monday.    She will go end of February and we will go with her.  Lisa, will go to a local Christian college here in Chaing Ma to study to be a teacher.

So our time in Thailand is ending and I can’t help but look back at the last time we left Thailand.  I was so sick and depressed that I literally wanted to die.  I left in a mess of failure and broken dreams.  I had no idea even who I was if I wasn’t a professional missionary.  Now I know that being a missionary is not who I am but what I do.  I know that my work goes on, wherever I live, to live out my faith for others to see, to die to myself and follow Him every day.  Caring for the poor, widows and orphans is not the job only of missionaries but of the church.  It is not bound to geography or profession but the mandate of every one of us who will stand before Christ someday and hope to hear Him say “Well done”.

We are going home and while so many things did not work out the way we thought they would, I think they worked out the way He wanted them to.  Gavin and I think we came here for two girls and we wonder, would we have come if we would have known it was for just two?   We are thankful for all God has done in these last two years.  The children’s home in Mae Chaem is growing closer and closer to being self-supporting.  We mentored 5 other children who have lived with us at various times and we hope we have had an impact on their lives.  We saw three of our girls baptized and one saved.        

I got an update from our director of our children’s home in Mae Chaem and she gave me list of our graduates from the last ten years and what they are doing now.  Six of our children, who grew up with us, are teachers now.  One young woman runs her own children’s home, serving over a hundred children.  We have eight young men and women who have graduated Bible school and all but one is actively working in ministry.  There will be more.  Two of our graduates last year went to study to be teachers and our Lisa who is with us now, just realized her calling to teach.  I could see it on her for a while and I kept trying to steer her that way and this break gave her a chance to help her aunt in the village school and she fell in love with teaching.  She is the most loving, nurturing, gentle girl you could ever meet.  Her English is so good and she is what her Karen people desperately need.   All of you wonderful sponsors who have helped us for so many years, thank you!  This is your work, and your sacrifice that helped these young people to be able to achieve their dreams.
Attached are some pictures.
Love you all!
Candace
 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’ “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’  Matthew 25:45-46









May 2015

Dear Friends,

Hello from Thailand!   The season has just changed from hot to rainy and it has been a welcome change.  When we landed here on May 3rd at 11 PM the pilot cheerfully announced that it was 95 degrees outside.  All I could think was, yep, that sounds right! 

I don’t remember when I have been so busy.  I must have been crazy to take an online course over my summer break.  I thought that having two weeks of overlapping end of course and first week of school wouldn’t be a big deal.  It was a big deal.  I had jet lag, final projects to do, and found out I am teaching an extra grade and three health classes on top of the full schedule I already had.   I teach 7th through 9th grade, English and Health.  In so many ways, what I am doing now is like being a first year teacher, I am writing lesson plans for every class, nothing I did last year is transferrable to this new teaching situation.  Last year I taught “Where are you going? I am going to the market”.  This year I am teaching  Romeo and Juliet.  The only thing last year has been helpful for was learning to manage a class which of course is the same everywhere.

We ended up with 4 students coming with us.  We lost one because her father decided he didn’t want her to go so far away from him.  Another girl just decided she wanted to stay in Mae Chaem a few more years and maybe come to the city when she was in 10th grade.  So we have two girls and two boys.  They are the brave ones.  The boys looked a little shocked the first week and I was a bit worried about them.  They seem to be doing better.  Our 12th grader, who I was worried about the most (she has NO classes in Thai, only English) seems to be doing the best.  She seems happy and enjoys the challenge.  Our 9th grader, who was always first in her class is struggling with not being the best.  She is so competitive, she cannot bear not being the best.  But there are kids in her class who have a mom or dad who are from a Western country and are basically native speakers.    One girl in her class speaks 4 languages, plays the piano and is good at everything.  I tell her, just ignore her because people like that are annoying.  Do your best and you will be fine.

I see her struggle with perfectionism and I see myself.  Being a perfectionist and trying to be a teacher do not go together.  I find I can lose a nights sleep over losing my temper in class, or teaching a boring lesson or a million other things I do wrong.    What we are doing here is so difficult that it is teaching me to rely on God more and more.  I finally just told God this week, I am never going to be any good at this unless You make me good.  It gives me peace to think of it that way.  All I can do is my best and trust God for creative ideas, for wisdom, for grace, for strength, for energy and for love for my students.

I thought when we came to Chiang Mai, that it was for our 4 students and that was our ministry here.  I love working with poor children,  that is all I have ever done.   I had no interest in working with kids who can afford a private school like the one we work at.  However, I am seeing how starved many of these students are for love and attention and I wonder what further purpose God has for me with them.   I know God will show me more about His plan and how I can help these kids. 
I feel so blessed in so many ways.  We have a lovely home now and so many comforts that we didn’t have before.  I do like my job though it is totally consuming and I work all the time.   I know that I never feel God’s presence as much as I do when I am in Thailand.  It is not what I would have chosen for myself, but it is pretty clear that this is my place in the world.  I trust the One who knows me better than I know myself and loves me unconditionally and lavishly.  Our neighborhood is filled with plumeria blossoms.  These are the flowers that you often see on a Hawaiian lei.  The ones we have are pure white and very fragrant.  The trees are absolutely full of these gorgeous, fragrant flowers and they shower the ground with blossoms.  I often look for a perfect one to pick it up and bring home to put in a bowl of water.  There are so many and they speak to me of God’s grace, so lavish, so extravagant and so absolutely lovely that it seems almost wasteful.   His Grace is like that, filling our lives with its beauty and fragrance, if we dare to walk, every day, with Him. 

We love you all,

Candace

January 2015

Dear Friends,

This morning we celebrated the baptism of three of our girls who live with us.  I am attaching photos from this morning.  Two of them grew up in Christian families but had never been baptized.  One of them is from a family of new believers.  As I was talking to one of them about being baptized she said that sometimes she is afraid that after she is baptized she will make a mistake.  I had to laugh and tell her that I promise her she will make many mistakes after she is baptized, probably every day and that is okay.  That is why Jesus died, because we can’t be perfect, we just have to accept His perfection as our own.  It was a happy day.  It was also a hard day for our youngest girl, Joonie, whose family is Buddhist.  She has become a Christian here at our home but her family will not let her be baptized and do not even realize she is a Christian.  They don’t want her to be a Christian but of course they can’t do anything about the fact that she loves God.  I talked with her and cried with her and let her know that God loves her and has a special plan for her life.  When we were praying about the children to take into our family, God made it clear that this girl, even though she is supposedly Buddhist, is very special to Him and we were to take her with us.  We just pray for her family and someday I know I will watch her be baptized as well.

As I was watching our girls standing there waiting for the baptismal service to start, I looked around at the jungle mountains around us and I was struck by how different it is from the place I was baptized in.  They were singing in their lovely Karen language and it was beautiful to me.  I thought about when I was baptized as a young girl and how I had no idea, that someday I would be a missionary in Thailand and all this strangeness would be normal for me.  But God knew.  God saw this day way back then as I knelt and gave my heart to Him.  And He sees what these girls will become as well.   He, no doubt, will do in their lives, way more than they ever dreamed, just like He has for me.

God has been working in a great way in our lives as we are preparing to move to Chiang Mai.  The idea of looking for a house was very stressful to me because Chiang Mai is a two and a half hour trip through the mountains.  It is very hard driving and going there and back on a Saturday.  After teaching all week, it is very tiring.  We were preparing to have to start traveling there on weekends to look for a house when I got an email from some dear friends who were closing up their house in Chiang Mai to move back to the States.  We met them and got their house, much of their furniture and house things (at second hand prices) and their truck!  The house is in a very quiet, safe neighborhood, 15 minutes from our school.  It is nicer than anything I have had in Thailand (screens on the windows!)  and big enough for us and our 6 children for a very reasonable price.  Our truck is 17 years old and we cannot fit all our children inside out of the rain so a new truck (similar to an SUV) was definitely an answer to prayer.    We just were stunned at how God provided for us so splendidly. 

Thank you so much for all of you who pray for us and support us so faithfully.  God is definitely working in our lives and in our new family.  Having 5 girls in our house is definitely stretching sometimes but for all its challenges, we get so much more joy.  They are wonderful girls - driven, studious, funny, silly and sometimes very wise.  We love them and are excited to see what God has planned for them.  We are still looking for sponsors for their school tuition next year.   Please consider sponsoring one of them next year in the bilingual school they will be attending.  All of their school fees for 6 children together come to about $500 a month.    God Bless you!

Love,
Candace






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Christmas 2014

Dear Friends,

Merry Christmas everyone!  I am attaching our latest newsletter.  
This was a very weird Christmas for us because we had to work Christmas day.  It is not a holiday here in this Buddhist country but it was still good.  The day before Christmas the school asked one of us to tell the meaning of Christmas at the morning assembly at school.  So I was able to talk about Jesus in front of about 1500 students and 40 teachers and a big Buddha statue.    It was a golden opportunity and I made the most of it.  I brought my friend and interpreter Debra and she interpreted for me as we preached the gospel in under 5 minutes.   I think it was well received.  I think it helped that the students know me and know that I love them and maybe they know the reason why.  It was a lovely day. 

Christmas Eve we hosted a cookie decorating party.  We made about 140 cookies and all 35 children came over to decorate them.  They got to eat one and make one to give away.  Then I took the give-away cookies to school for the other teachers and the students I was teaching that day.  It was very fun. 

At the end of the year, like many people, I like to reflect on what God has done in the last year.  It has been amazing.  I would like to say I came to Thailand excited and ready to go work for God, but that would not be true.  I was not exactly kicking and screaming but pretty close.  I came just out of sheer obedience to God and to my husband but not with any real desire and not seeing the purpose of what I could do here that I could not do in the US.  I had no idea God would have such a new and different ministry for me with our girls who live with us now.  It is the most rewarding thing I have ever done.  God has made me a mother - of all things!  It is startling and wonderful.   

Many of you know the circumstances of my leaving my ministry here in Thailand back in 2010.  I was severely depressed, suffering from anxiety and totally burned out.  I almost lost my faith, along with my mind and went from being furious to disappointed and eventually indifferent to God.   That I am back here in Thailand, joyfully working for God is nothing short of a miracle.   What is amazing to me is how God is using all the pain I suffered now as I have the opportunity to minister to others.  A few weeks ago we had a team from a bible school in the refugee camp come to our church.  I was asked to teach them for a few hours.  I taught a two-hour lesson on the Holy Spirit and then spent time praying for each one.  Afterwards, a young woman came up to me with a bandage on her eye.  She asked me to pray for her.  She had lost her eye when she had cancer as child.  She knelt down and I knelt down with her, holding her hand.  She told me that sometimes she is disappointed with God about her eye.  And because of all that happened to me in the past, I could look at her and say I understand because I have been disappointed with God too but I could also honestly tell her, that God will redeem everything that is broken if we give it to Him.   If God was to stamp only one word across my life I think it would be “REDEEMED”.   There are no words to express how thankful I am that He did not let me go. 

God has been doing amazing things as we make plans for our girls.  We were offered positions at a bilingual school in Chiang Mai.  The owners of the school are Christians.  It is a very expensive school but without even asking, the owners offered to let our 3 girls and 1 boy come to the school for less than half the tuition.  It is an amazing opportunity for them to study in a wonderful school.  Every room has a “foreign” teacher so the teaching methods are more up-to-date as well as the incredible exposure to English.  It is a hundred times better education for our students than they could ever get here in Mae Chaem.  So because of it we are making plans to move to Chiang Mai.  It was a hard decision because I love the mountain kids so much.  It is not my preference to go teach students who are wealthy Thai kids and missionary kids.  But if our long-term goal is to start our own private Christian school, this is a good way to learn about how to do it and how to run a successful private bilingual school here in Thailand. Gavin is brushing up on his calculus because he is going to be teaching high school math.  I will be teaching high school language arts in a situation that is more similar to what I was trained to do in the States as an ESL teacher. 

Please continue to pray for us.  Also, please consider sponsoring a portion (or all) of one of our student’s tuition next year.  The cost per child is $1200 for a year in a private bilingual school.  This includes everything from books to lunches and uniforms.    Please pray for our students as well.  This is a big step for them.  They are very brave to be even attempting what they are about to do.  They are from a culture that does not celebrate people who do anything different, yet these brave young people are leaving their language and culture behind and entering an almost all-English world.  They will go from being tops in their class to being very far behind and needing intensive tutoring and ESL support. It will be a ridiculous amount of work for them.  I tell them that God rarely asks us to do what WE can do ourselves, but rather He asks us to do what only HE can do through us.  They are trusting in God’s good plan for their lives and in the Holy Spirit who will go with them and help them.
Thank you to all those who support us so faithfully.  We appreciate you and pray for you often.
Love,
Candace
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June 2014

Dear Friends,
I arrived in Thailand three weeks ago and had to hit the ground running.  I started teaching almost immediately and it has been very busy since then.  I teach 18 classes per week, each class has at least 30 students.  I teach 7th and 8th grade.  One of the frustrations of the job is only seeing the students for 50 minutes per week.    It is hard to feel like you can really teach them a language in that amount of time but all we can do is try our best.   The students seem very pleased that we are here and some are so eager to learn.   I was told about the behavior problems and the laziness of the students but I have not seen it yet.  They really enjoy a different style of teaching that has them active and involved in the lessons. What is rewarding is that some of the Thai teachers who I teach with have started using some of my methods in their own classes which is really great.  The main problem in my classroom has been my co-teacher who is a Thai English teacher.  She is supposed to interpret for me but does not speak English very well.  She really doesn’t understand 70 percent of what I say so it makes it difficult.   She rarely interprets my instructions correctly.   

There are many cultural and religious activities at the school so often my classes are cancelled which means I don’t see some students for weeks.   This Thursday they had a particularly disturbing ceremony.  It was one of the two teacher appreciation days that they have per year.  There was no class on Wednesday afternoon so the students could prepare these elaborate flower arrangements.  Then on Thursday I had to endure and hour of the students bowing with their faces to the ground before us.  They gave me the flower arrangement and then promptly took it away. I didn’t get even a flower out of the whole horrible ordeal.  It was symbolic of so much of the Thai Buddhist culture that emphasizes this elaborate ceremony but with nothing of substance underneath.  My skin was really crawling through the whole ceremony and I was asking myself why am I here?  It is very likely that no one will learn English from me the way things are set up but then seeing all the truly pagan rituals that the students are forced to engage in made me realize that that is why I am here.  Gavin says that we are truly behind enemy lines.  I don’t remember feeling it so keenly as I did that day.  Every morning there is a whole school assembly that involves an elaborate flag raising ceremony and praying to the Buddha statue at school.  Gavin and I both use that time, as we stand with the kids, to pray for the students and teachers and ask the Holy Spirit to fill that place.  I know that God walks with me into each class I teach and knowing that the students are encountering His great Love in that 50 minutes is no small thing. I have to believe that He can make a difference.   I always wear my gold cross and I always pray.  I really do love these young men and women and I thank God for that love.  I know He gave it to me.

We teach the kids now on Saturday mornings here at the children’s home.  I know we have several Buddhist children with us know.  I just found out that their parents sent them here so they could learn English.  I am glad they are here so they can hear the gospel preached every day through the lives of our Christian staff and children.  We are also scheduled to start teaching the hospital staff at our local hospital.  They approached us because they need English skills as more and more Westerners come to Mae Chaem.
Gavin is teaching Sunday school every week and doing a great job.  He always has such creative ideas.  He is planning on teaching is lesson on Noah tomorrow while standing in a bucket of water.  I think they will remember that.
Our house is great.  We just got internet and it works sometimes.  I think if I take online classes in the fall then we will have to try to get something better.  We have all the comforts of home except we don’t have hot water.  However, it is so hot here that a cold shower is pretty refreshing.  We appreciate all the prayers and support that you give to us.  We definitely need both.  It is still kind of an adjustment for me to be here.  I miss things like walking my dog and going to Walmart.    I miss our church and small group friends.  And of course I miss my family and watching my sister be pregnant.   But God understands all that and I have learned the great benefit of whining as much as I want to a precious Friend who loves me and has a great purpose for my life. 
My parents have moved to Arkansas and as a result our US address has changed.  Correspondence and donations can now be sent to:  The Know Team 3120 Prestwick Circle  Jonesboro, AR  72401
Love,

Candace

November Update 2014

Dear Friends
Things are going well for us here in Thailand.   It is cold here now in the mornings but up into the 80’s in the afternoon.  That is the cold season here in Thailand, sweaters in the mornings and shorts in the afternoon. 

Life has really changed for us. At the start of the new term in October, two girls moved in with us. These two girls were chosen because of their desire to learn English.  It is a unique opportunity for them to live in an “English world”.   There will eventually be 5 children who live with us.  It was a bit of a shock at first to go from being a solitary couple to having two girls but it has been fun.  It is interesting that when you let more people close into your heart, there are more frustration and challenging moments, but there is also so much more joy and fun.  The kitchen may be a lot messier and I know far more about Justin Beiber now than I ever dreamed, but the house is also filled with a lot more singing, laughing and silliness than ever before.  This morning, I was preparing to preach today for church, sitting on my sofa with my tea and Bible, when two 80 pound teenagers came out and announced they were going to do Tai Bow about 5 feet in front of me. They are so light on their feet they are like little kittens playing when they jump.  I had to laugh.  If I want my solitary time with God now, I have to take a walk into the mountains, which I do almost every day.  But it is just great.  They are so funny and cute and lovely. 

Having the girls here has opened up a lot of new things. We have the other children from the children’s home coming over a lot more than they ever have before.  They are here to study English because they know we teach it almost every night.  It is what I always wanted but they have never been comfortable enough to just come over. Gavin teaches math twice a week to the boy who will come live with us next year.  He is our boy genius.  It is ridiculous how fast he learns.
Gavin has been teaching about Revelation in Sunday school.   He has been using the vivid imagery in Revelation to teach.  Every week the students are put in groups to read sections and draw a picture representing the text. The first week was 7 pictures of Jesus with the final one being Jesus as he is pictured in Revelation.   The one that got my attention was the picture they drew of Jesus in the manger. If you look at this picture you notice that Jesus is under a house built on stilts.  It is a house like the ones they grew up in in the village and under the house is where they keep the animals.  It is amazing to see the bible stories from their prospective.  Last week they made a model of the throne room of heaven as described in Revelation 4 and 5. They made the 24 elders out of yogurt cups and ping pong balls.  It looks beautiful.

We have felt that God’s new direction for us is, for a while, to focus on helping about 5 or 6 children who will come to live with us.  For years,   I have been helping a lot of children to go to school and come to know God. We will continue to do that with the 35 children who live here now at the children’s home.  However, I never knew what a poor education they get here in Mae Chaem until I worked in their school and saw it first-hand.  Education is key for them and for the gospel to be preached here in Thailand.  The Karen are mostly Christian and Bible schools are pumping out hundreds of Karen graduates every year.   The problem is that the Thai people do not respect or listen to them because they are usually poor and uneducated and speak with broken Thai language that educated Thai’s despise.   It is important that the Christians become educated and “successful” in order to preach and finance the gospel themselves.   The children we have chosen have either exceptional intelligence and/or exceptional drive.  These 5 or 6 children are now the focus of what we do and our plans for the future.  We are going to do whatever we can to make sure they get the best education that we can afford to give them.  Our ultimate dream is to start a Christian school here in Mae Chaem but we don’t have even close to the Thai staff and educated Christian teachers we need to do that now.  We hope by helping a few right now, in the future we will be able to profoundly help many others.

We appreciate your prayers and support.  We have come a long way since arriving here in May.  Honestly, Gavin and I talked about going back to the US quite seriously.  It seemed like everything we were doing was totally futile and a waste of our time.  But now everything has changed and I don’t remember a time of having such a full heart and a joyful life in all my years as a missionary.   God is closer to me than ever before and I know without doubt He is guiding us and with us every moment.  We are in His will and that is all I have ever wanted.
Man, Bai, Orn and Nok with
Gavin in the back

On a funny note, as I was preparing to send this email, the girls called us in for a lunch they had prepared.  Imagine our surprise that our lunch is a soup made from potatoes (which we rarely have here), pumpkin, ramen noodles served over rice.  I think we have had our carbohydrates for the day.
Love,
                                                                              Candace
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